My body is too sensitive to be hurt by other’s psychic power.why?

tremor
spyder

I am a Chinese live in a crowd town area.
When somebody want to hurt me, my body will really feel the shock or tremble suddenly. even he/she was at my back , I did not see them.
Different part of my body’s tremor indicate somebody’s different intentions.
I can hear somebody’s inner voice toward me. even I wearing an earphone to preven this or distract my attention.
when I am sleeping , My dream,my mind and even my secret , will be disrupted or be stolen by some guys. In midnight, My mind seem can communicate with somebody who lives near me.
and many weird supernatual things happen to me.
I got this syndrome one years ago. and I am suffering this.
I wander why and how to “heal” it.
I hope My Englsh is not to poor to be understood.
Thank you very much.
oh, sadly,I don’s have enough money to see a psychiatrist, 8=( and I don’t think it is worth to pay me too much energy and time to tackle this problem. I just want to beg for helped by wise friends all over the world whom have different knowledge and perspective and willing to help a person with kindness.
even you say ” I’ve been there, time heal” that it will comfort me a lot.
Thank You.

Yeast Infection No More

this is called “The Chasm” and it is exactly how i feel about my “family”?

tremor
lovechild

The past is a vast crack
That swallowed my mother
And spit me back
I looked over the edge of the crater
And I really missed her
Years later, looking back
I can only hate her
Between the need for nurturing
And the yearning to break free
Is a gigantic fault line
That starts with a tremor
And seismically ceases to let us keep to our beliefs
Take these heavy stones of the past off of me

Behavior modification is slavery

The past is a massive tidal wave
That carried my father out to sea
And came crashing down on me…

s.l. nichols
Autumn ’06

Deep Zen Audio Meditation

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